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Emilee / 18 / Capricorn / ohio 🖕🏼

d1sc0-bl00dbath:

Who constantly finds themselves ruining things by having their addiction(s) find their way into seemingly pure happy moments like:

“Wow, it’s beautiful outside, you know what would make it even better? Drugs”

“I’m having such a good time, you know what would be even more awesome? If I was high right now too.”

“I’m really excited for this, you know what would make me even happier? Some shit to pump me up even more.”

And then all of a sudden you find yourself craving and the seemingly simple drug free happy moments turn to dull, lifeless ones and you are no longer enjoying yourself.

Nothing is more relatable than this…

(via d1sc0-bl00dbath-deactivated2018)

"I’m not afraid of dying. But to live the rest of my life without drugs? That absolutely terrifies me."
- Journal entry 7/26/16 (via mydrugaddictionstory)

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kristinpwnsyou6:

You know how when you’re in a car, and its pouring down rain, and you go under a bridge, and just for a moment, everything is calm. Everything is quiet, before you come out the other side and back into the chaos? Heroin was my bridge.

(via kristinpwnsyou6-deactivated2019)